tonight sucked.
I don’t really know what was going on. My life is twisted upside down, and the people who I thought were my friends, suck. I just can not stand my life turning out the way it is. I feel like I’m so bi polar with my emotions and the way I feel about my friends.
I can’t stand this. For the sole purpose of this getting out, I won’t use names. X is a jerk. I can’t fucking stand X and Y can do so much better. Open your eyes.
But that isn’t even important its just a rant. Whatever, maybe i should just sleep on this and ill take this all back later.
I honestly hope so.
it is honestly depressing. I feel like i just sit here and watch everybody around me change. It sucks…am I changing too? if i am i hope for the better, because everyone else i see is changing for the worst. I hate it.
Waiting for you to answer this text is both scary and defining. I just want to move forward, and never look back, because my past is painful and full of regret. Just answer me, and say that we can go on, never looking back.
Because I give you three years tops after high school to realize your life of popularity and “existence” is over.
